So here is the best part of the year, yes folks you guessed it, the beginning of a new spring, fresh flowers, showers, and of course we cant forget the hot beaming sun:) As during winter you never feel the potential of the sun. And of course within the next few months, 2 to be exact, I will have a permanent beam of sunshine. Emma shall arrive and change our lives forever, she already has for the most part. We are slowly preparing for her little arrival, not having much luck at the moment, but also not losing hope. As most landlords in the city now do not want children in their places, I mean we may as well have a giant boxer type dog that barks all hours into the night, as per their reaction. And yes some do take babies, but they charge you extra now as the ones who do take kids are rare to find, so why not make a bit of profit off of their "thoughtfulness". We are having to wait a few years to buy a house as, the downpayment alone is a bitch to save up. And it wont help that i wont be working a month or two from now. We are doing what we can for now though, i am sure there is more we could be doing, and dont worry we are resorting to everything possible. Either way there is always a light at the end of a tunnel, just sometimes theres something or someone blocking it once in a while. In the meantime, we will just have to keep trying and maybe something will pop-up.
I also have a salute to do today...a salute to those people out there who believe that people such as myself shall never change and that even something as amamzing as a child shall never have an impact, to those and believe me you know who you are i would just like to say, look in the mirror for a second and try to lye to yourself that you are and always have been perfect, and please make sure you make yourself look all pretty while doing so, that way the make-up can cover up your doubt more than your own words ever could.
One last thing to reach my conclusion after this more or so bitter blogging today: I could not be happier as to where i am right now, I know why certain things happen, and its always for a good reason:)
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